When the time has come to release or integrate something – something intense, heavy or simply something that may be pulling at or drawing down our energy in a significant manner, I find it extremely helpful to do a little clearing and cleansing.
2018 in its entirety – we can probably all agree – is something that fits into this category, yes? One of the more mind-skewing, breath-taking, heart-piercing, even soul-scorching periods in our history – unprecedented now a word ironically common to describe it.
So as we both reflect upon what was and then prepare for how we choose to create moving forward, let’s do so with a fresh slate and a clean and clear vibrational palate, if you will.
Grab your sage stick or light that fire pit and ‘Crystal up,’ as I like to say (gather up or don your favorite gems and stones), and bathe your Spirit in some pure and clarifying Nothingness (no-thing-ness). Reset yourself and get ready… cuz 2019 … Here . We . Come!
Let’s stop the Anger and general ‘negative’ emotion shaming!
Anger is not ‘bad’ or ‘good’ or, in fact, any better or worse than any other emotion on the feeling spectrum. It is simply an experience that holds a vibration and energy. When expressed in a healthy way, Anger can be a productive and necessary means of Creation, of shifting vibration, of moving energy, of coming to Wholeness (healing) and is a natural aspect of our Humanness.
If we deny it, we are in resistance to an aspect of ourselves, our very Being, and thus we move into a perception of separation from the Essence of Self and from God Source – The Oneness.
This false sense of separation creates disruption and disturbance in our vibrational field and disillusion in our Vibrational Truth. This shifts REALity and perpetuates division and fear. It also causes dis-ease.
If, however, we can wholly embrace the experience of our Anger – i.e., we allow it, feel it to its root and be curious about its message – we are demonstrating an honoring of our Wholeness and an ease with the Fullness of ALL that we are. This unclogs the energetic pathway and the emotion can move through unfettered, granting access to the space and place of authentic Joy.
This pure and true experience of Joy is not something we can go looking to find. That would be seeking a manufactured outcome and the Soul does not resonate with the synthetic or forced.
Instead we must entirely surrender to simply having the experience – whatever it is, however we are feeling inside of it and for however long it engages with us… WITHOUT our attachment to any of it. (Aye, therein lies the rub! 😉) But that is when the most beautiful and pristine seeds of Joy will gently, quietly, gracefully drop into your spirit and begin to organically bloom.
And this shifts REALity and amplifies Unity and Love. 🙏💗
As I was sitting in my favorite space in my magical Garden – still feeling a bit uncomfortable in the floaty space of this very new and fresh Eclipse energy – I called upon my now in Spirit Animal Guide, Upshift Partner, Twin Flame and Soul Pup, Frankie, and asked for a little sign that he was here with me. This always brings me to center and provides comfort.
As soon as I did this, I caught a quick fluttering out of the corner of my eye and saw a huge beautiful butterfly flitting around on a leaf in my persimmon tree. The timing, the coloring, the tree – all Divinely, unmistakably my sign.
I had asked and, no matter how much I may push back and need something MORE, I cannot deny the request was answered with the purest of symbols from the Spirit world – the butterfly – always the gentle messenger from a loved one who has crossed.
The turquoise and orangey/yellow coloring on the wings – both specific and meaningful Dragon Frequencies. And the fact that this was a huge black butterfly – it was not lost on me that this winged creature indeed presented with the Essence of The Dragon – as did my Frankie!
And the tree – Persimmon – can be bitter or sweet (depending upon timing) like this intense UPshift journey. But, more poignantly, this tree is now bearing its fruit abundantly, though that fruit is still maturing. Ah yes, one must be patient as it ripens – as things are not yet fully formed.
So while one stage of our metamorphosis has been completed (the butterfly has emerged from the cocoon and now rests here ready to experience and ready to fly), we must now be patient as the next phases unfold (just as the butterfly hovers around the fruit) and await the gifts of sweetness that will be revealed…always in perfect, Divine, Soul-guided time!